Monthly Archive for April, 2004

Jay…

Yay…. I’ve made a new wma file for it so that I can put it in here…..

I want my silence…

Well, I’m sure everyone’s brain will not likely be spining (or you don’t want to think much, in better terms, to be mindless) just after you wake up, but this morning I had to squeeze my head just to ‘quarrel’ with my mother…

When I was brushing my teeth,

Mother: 我听XXX说你们的学校要多收30块给校刊,有没有这一回事。。。(She hasn’t finished talking)

Me: 没有哇,可是如果要加版位的话就要加钱啦。。。

Mother: 哇!哪里有这样的(the most ridiculous words.. for me)。。。(Still hasn’t finished)

Me: 哪里没有这样?。。。

Mother: 你的学校怎么这样的?那个Ah Fok真的是想赚钱想到这样?。。。(Hasn’t finished)

Me: 不是啦。。你听我讲。。

Mother: 现在你听我讲才对,做么你这样没有耐心的。(!@#!@#$!@$#$!@#….)你看啊,做么加版要钱的?我看我要去骂一骂才对

。。。

And then we quarreled for some time, I provided evidences – ads in newspapers, to make her understand. And just because of the school magazine, I wasted the whole silence morning. Really don’t know what’s wrong with her… Did she forget to bring me common sense???

Then lastly to rest my brain, I told her to ask my brothers…

And when my brother woke up, she is told that money adding is necessary and then she only keep queit..

A day in house without ‘him’…

I didn’t go to school today, playing truant… The feeling is wonderful…

Went to Kasturi to have my tuition as usual, but d******ly it rains. I got myself a little bit wet… And because of the rain, I am late for 10 minutes (hehehe… humans always find excuses for themselves…)… Luckily my Malay friend (Nurul and Siti) have reserved a place for me, thanks to them…

After I settled down (in front of many curious eyes), I look for my file, foolscap papers, calculator and then… OMG!!! Where the h*** is my pencil case??? I must have left it on my table… Then I ‘brave’ myself to request a pen from Nurul, fortunately she have extra pens (not like other girls, bringing only 1 pen in a big pencil case…). And then I started to worry about rulers, luckily (again? Of course, a ruler is extremely essential for book-keeping) today’s lesson need no ruler as Mr. Poon prepared the formatted paper for us… Phew… After the class, I braved myself once again to tell her that I want to borrow her pen for the whole day as I have EST class following next.

I proceed to Block L, and then I saw some schoolmates who dressed up in casual wear, meaning that they didn’t go to school either. The EST class started, I sat with me again (lonely…). Then Mr. Murugan came in and ask us to take down several terms and its meaning… One of it was ‘Quarantine’. At the same time, I cough and cough and cough… Then Murugan uses SARS as an example that needs quarantine, ohh… how embarrassing…… (although he didn’t point me out)

Then he said that he is very proud of us (his student), because he saw words written in the toilet and in the classroom: This is not a place to pounder, this is a place to shit like thunder… / Who wants to have copulation with me? / Copulation creates populations for the future generations and many more… Wow, they are so poetic until Kasturi needs to repaint the toilet every day…

P/S : Recently I’m crazy in Jay’s music… Don’t know what’s wrong with me…

Yeah…

Let’s see how long angelfire can stand… Providing me a space for my last music – Resident Evil…

Sicked (Not yet infirmed)

Cough cough… I coughed all the day… Cough cough….

Gotong-royong

Just only for the kerja amal, we did a gotong-royong. I’m late for that, surprisingly I’m not the last one to be there. However, the whole process is still nice…

After the work, we ate at a kopitiam behind our school (where it’s Tom Yam is popular) and then talked about ghosts. They said that last Friday there was an incident that someone met a ghost (I don’t know where), and then possessed. I think this is most probably a case of hysteria where someone acted like being possessed as I don’t trust these spooky stories… (or maybe a liitle. Beware evil spirits! Don’t come near me…. or don’t let me see you…)

Music….

Don’t know what’s wrong with the provider, and also Geocities disallows links to the file, so I decided to reverse back to Moonlight Sonata…

I can’t live without it

What do I mean you asked? I mean –> Internet. Yes, this is the thing I can’t deny, I really can’t live without it, this is what happened…

Friday…

Today, a day with filled silence (only me), just afraid that I will hurt (or humiliate, as I mentioned earlier) the others… Not much people noticed this… Only my… err… true friend’s'…

And yes, something really made me felt better is – I got the second prize in the chinese essay writing competition! Well, that had became my fantasy when I was writing the essay that time, and now it had became a truth.

After school, I headed up to KFC together with MY, QY and HK. Well, the feeling of letting my shirt out of my trousers is good…. Along the journey, we walked pass Indah Water “shit pool”… Because it was a hot day, someone suggested to swim in the pool… (Hahaha…) And then Yang said that one will be drowned by those stools and then the lungs will be filled with all the fecal matter when we are out of that pool…… Well, that had really gave a discount to my appetite…

Reached there about after a 10 minutes walk from school. We all ordered the same thing – Value Meal no. 3. Except only me and Yang ordered one more box of cheesy wedges each (which HK don’t know what is it…).

We enjoyed our meal at upstairs and then there come a huge electrical charge transporting in front of my eyes (meaning that lightning happens…. which causes something very terrible…. oh well, you all will know then…). Anyway, no big deal for us as we can wait until the rainpour is over…

We met YY too at KFC, I think they are coming on the name of PBSM… We saw Chong Hwa kids too, both from secondary and primary. But it seems like the primary students is coming in a big group, maybe it’s a treat from thier teacher.

And also, I found one thing very ‘funny’, two things indeed. Firstly, HK seems to be suffering from chicken craze, he ate the chickens until it’s f***ingly clean! Thank god that he still haven’t be in the state of swallowing the bone… But according to MY, TY did really eat the chicken bones….. Yuck!!!

And then we enjoy the scenery of the rain… and then the second thing, I talked to YY and accidentally ‘touched’ her… Oh my b***** mouth….. But I was just trying to praise her that time, why do every people take things differently???? Sigh…..

And then the rain is “tamer” (as MY says), I wwlked to the bus stop with HK while MY with Yang. HK kept saying that he want to go to toilet immediately, so that we walked faster and of course, the umbrella is useless when we walked in such speed…

And then everything was fine, even till my tuition at PTK. I asked the clerk at the counter whether they have received request for advertising in our school magazine. And the result is as I have expected – Yes…

And then the terrible thing at home… When I switched my PC on…. the system said that my BIOS is been reset, well, that’s no big deal as settings can be recovered easily… And then I entered Win98, started IE, then enter my password….. OMG OMG OMG! There’s no modem detected!!!! Then my busy-body brother came in and saw it. He then laughed and ran to the living room and said that the modem is DESTROYED by lightning storm!!! Oh….. that means I will be receiving a great tongue lashing from my mother (because I forgot to pulled out the d*** telephone line after use)……… This is why I didn’t go online that night…

Saturday

And then back to today, I participated in the computer quiz just like Squall did. Everyone got an RO starter kit, which is useless for me… The questions are d*** hard, something more like history…. Dates, names… grr… I just hate history…

Squall said that he needed me to show him the way to LRT station before the quiz started. But surprisingly he dissapeared himself after the quiz… I wonder whether he is at home now…

After the competition I went to Popular for books and pens. Then paid a visit at Kotaraya for HF’s CD… I bought the game – Rich 7 (but later I don’t know how to crack it when I am at home, it’s no more simple copy and paste cracking, it has something to do with BIOS… Darn!) And then I went home by bus…

At home, nothing more than scoldings from my mother and ‘injections’ from my brother to boost my mother’s anger… And then luckily my mother told him to replace a new modem because of the Physics assignments… (Should I thank him??)

And now, I’m sitting in front of my PC… and found that I really can’t live without it…

I got my Gmail too… teckpei@gmail.com

I got my Gmail too…. Excited??? Nah…. 1GB is nothing…. *grinned*

And yes, it really differs from other… Quick loading…. Text ads….

I’m now trying to forward mails from my Yahoo mail service to Gmail….

Bomb deternated

I really don’t know what I’ve done, what ‘ve said, and also what I’ve done today… All my words, acts, emotion are mingled and mangled together…. Why everything must happen in a same time??? Why??? My Pandora’s box of emotion is triggered today… I am now suffering from the trauma of…. I don’t know what…

Squall is right, I should live for myself, not for the others. And also, I have been told that I’ve hurt someone (or maybe humiliate), somehow by my words. And therefore, I decided to keep my bloody mouth shut…

This time it’s not because of my brother anymore (but however maybe this is the consequences of the domino effect after the wound..). But I really do feel that I talked too much and maybe this time is the chance for me to cool down and stop hurting others…….

My behavior impacts quite some people in the tuition centre… Just to say sorry if they felt offended… And to SR, I am sorry for what I’ve said cause too much fucking things come to me at that moment, and what I’ve done is completely insane… Anyway, I will replace the key chain…. Sorry for saying that you’re the one who broke it…