Well, well, well, … what should I say? Every word written or spoken will be considered as a work of ego… Anyhow, I still need to express my rapture, that is – I got the 1st position in my class!!!! Woohoo!!! For over 4+ years in Chong Hwa, this is the first time ever I got no. 1 in Chong Hwa… A sad thing I may add, may be this is also my last time to get no. 1…. how sad…. I know, someone had already got him/herself pumped…. (with hydrogen gas) … and targeted for this position… Anyway, I will get my self pumped too… (with helium gas) hahaha..
Monthly Archive for June, 2004
Now I’m crazily playing FF8 today, which yang suggested me to play… Quite complicated (because of its junctioning feature) at first… But then, found that it’s quite interesting, and I would like to add something – this is a little bit like Sakura Cardcaptor, in which both can summon “creatures” to fight for them.
Below is a picture of an GF (Guardian Force) named Shiva…
And finally, I found out how Squall looks like…
Felt useless and helpless when realizing that another weekend is over… And what have I done? Sleeping… eating… then sleep again… Okay, maybe you think I’m lying here, maybe I should mentioned that I have solved last year’s Add. Maths paper… ONLY…
And those accumulated and god-knows-when-will-be-completed homework are still there… And now, I’m getting near to the time that I’ll have ants on my body – The teachers wants to check our work!!! Ohh god… Please give me strength……………… to let these teachers R.I.P….. (I’m evil… hahahahaha…) And now, I have decided to….. err… not to hand up some work… which may then lead to terrible questioning period… and scolding time… Arrggghh.. I just don’t care about it… Die then die loh! What’s the big deal? In fact I’m sure that many people will not be handing in their work, am I right? (Haha… the effect of mixed class…)
God… please help me….
Nothing special, just that today I went to KL town centre by Metrobus, which is highly congested and causing one lady’s bump being pressed on my shoulder… And then she laughed… and I say nevermind… (Actually I really just want to hammer the driver for carrying so much of passenger without considering the comfort of the passengers, and also the conductor kept ordering people to move backwards…. move backwards… Did she want them to become human hamburgers???)
And then at Petaling Street, really want to slap those fellows who keep offering me blue films… Who do you think I am??? I am not as ‘hungry’ as that to buy those cheap films! Just keep out of my way!!! And then I showed my cool face (dunno, which someone says it’s scary to see my face like that, but not for me..) to him and walked away…
After settling down my school bag at Kita, I decided to buy myself a Ramli burger… Hmm… Rm2.50 for a special chicken (in which they have the patty being sealed with a layer of egg), quite cheap if compared to the burgers in McD (ohh… they’re just horrible and terrible)…
The Fizik class comprises exercises for our Paper 3 section, which is quite easy to score (according to Mr. Huan) but it’s another story for me in the die-nostic test…
And then the Chemistry class from Peter Hong, doing our second-last lesson in F5… Found out that it’s still very tricky to answer those structure questions. Mr. Peter keep stressing that one can easily get a chicken egg if the answers are not correct…
Curfew’s taking place in our school… Security stops are everywhere, guarded by some…. err… funny looking cadets… Hey little boy, I can push you around the school if I wish, so you had better get out of my way…. hahaha… Thanks god he just had a … stick, not a M-16..
But guess what, all these are just because of a volley ball tournament… Cehh… not as hot as EURO lah… They are just trying to make it so… high class… But what’s the point???
This is just another stupid thing…. Try not to bother it if you don’t understand…
I’m stupid… I’m stupid……. to make everything looks like ‘love’…. but it’s not!
2 is the best number in the world,
not 1, not 3, not any number else.
Why?
It’s because when we have 3,
it will then certainly turn into a 2 and a 1,
making the 1 lonely.
Then, how about 4?
Actually and gradually, it will become two 2 after some time,
therefore, 2 is still the best number.
Anyhow,
I prefer to be 1,
so that I won’t be idiotic enough
to watch people being a couple…
while I’m alone…
Got a little bit crazy liao… Like Avril’s songs now… This one almost sounds all my feelings…
Come… YELL WITH ME!!!!
“Take Me Away” by Avril Lavigne
I cannot find a way to describe it
It’s there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
[Chorus:]The highest part
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can’t handle this confusion
I’m unable; come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to go around this
My words, are cold
I don’t want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don’t think you’d understand
Cause no one understands
[Chorus]
I’m going nowhere (on and on and)
I’m getting nowhere (on and on and on) Take me away
I’m going nowhere (on and off and off and on)(and off and on)
[Chorus]
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
And as the result, I used music to heal myself… err… maybe to amplify the feelings… Avril’s songs are quite good… FIR’s too…
Everything is ruined,
I plucked an apple,
which hasn’t ripe yet,
causing me…
to have no more apple to be grown in the future
and together I have only a raw apple…
Everything is ruined…
this is the consequence,
of not choosing the right time,
to do the right thing,
I’m so stupid….
… don’t know why… I’m in confusion now… not knowing what to do… Who can tell me what’s happening to me??? …. “All the pain I thought I knew; All the thoughts lead back to you; Back to what was never said; Back and forth inside my head; I can’t handle this confusion; I’m unable; come and take me away” “Take me away” by Avril Lavigne…
!@#@#$!@#@#$!@#@#$$%$…. hopefully the anti social feeling won’t come back again…
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