Monthly Archive for July, 2004

I’m a naughty boy… I “steal steal” use the computer, while everyone is not at home… Where have they been? Oh yeah, my elder brother is flying to Korea tonight, guess that they are sending him to the airport or KL Sentral… (Hei, I’ve forgotten to tell him to buy me something…)

So, what for I’m here… breaking and breaking my own restriction… yeah, I’m the one who are not determined… Determined enough to keep to my aim… Sigh… (God… just “take me away”…)

Of course, my purpose of blogging is to keep my thoughts so that one day later, I can bring back all my thoughts when I’m young… Hahaha… It’s just like in the story of FF8, people who uses GF will have to sacrifice some of their memory little by little… This greatly represents the reality world we are in… I just love FF8′s story… What a good caption for the game – The Story of Mankind…

Firstly, is about a dream I’ve made… A few days ago, on Monday… A weird but thoughtful dream… It’s about… the scene right after our SPM exam… (Unfortunately I don’t remember reading the question paper…) Okay, maybe it’s not that weird… but… one can imagine… it’s full of joy (who don’t?), excitement, and… sadness (hmm…. maybe for me only… I dreamt that I cannot hold my tears that time… Mainly because I still feel that many things I haven’t done… Including that thing… Well, what is it? Duhh, nothing…)

Then for the reality world. Our Physics teacher finally taught her first lesson ever since the school reopens (for the second semester)… Again, she still sticks to her transparency-reading teaching method…. Oh god… “Take her away”….. Even me also can teach better than her…

JJ’s busy collecting deposit for the trip to Langkawi on Wednesday… I’m the 2nd person who paid… (while I’m the person who’s talking loudly not to pay so early at the day before… hahaha… two headed dog…)

Yayaya… I can’t deny I’m a two-faced person… But I won’t be mentioning it much by now… maybe after leaving the school, I’ll include it in my autobiography…

And then, that day’s BM class… Hashim is not available due to his wife was sick… Then Rusli came in… Whoa… he is as “yellow” as Hashim…

And then Thursday… We can see something we called Holiday Festival… Our class is the most obvious example to see… Anyway, enjoyed the atmosphere of studying with such a little number of students… In fact, I think that one class should be like that…

Then Murugan’s MC today…. Replaced by an Indian girl… Whom I can describe as – full of energy… I wonder why everyone’s on holiday this week… Then my tuition class, full house again… Gotta go and “shock” some Malay girls (a nasty work to do) so that I can have a better seat next time… By the way, knew some temporary friends when I sit in the middle of them… I still remember that they like to use “nice” words… Even the chair also became their victim… Luckily not me…

Today… Oh… My wallet bleeds… at Secret Recipe… haha… At Kita, I’ve left out Vanessa again… always like that… even if while she’s standing beside me, I am still saying, “Vanessa hasn’t come ah??…”… Sorry… I didn’t meant to… You’re… too skinny…

Before the Chemistry class… I suggested MF, CK and CW to have Bah Kut Teh (Meat and Bone Tea)… And then… I ate ‘slipper rice’ (try to guess what happened)….

As usual, Peter Hong always ‘bomb’ his student…

Why life’s like this…

Start off with an extremely bad emotion yesterday… A quarrel with my  mother the night before… But the school life is d*** busy… Cannot even stop for a second or two…

First, before the class, Lily wants us to do the folio’s cover… Then after that, only a little break for Add. Maths and Maths… During recess, rushing all over the school for Preammah… But didn’t manage to find her until the bell rang… Then I got my Kuiz Kimia Kebangsaan Malaysia (K₃M)… Like an examination… Never expect it will suit my standard… thought that it will be stupidly hard…

Then after that, busy doing my Bio’s Peka report… Work like hell until I realized that I have no time to print out my ready-made financial report of Tabung Pelajar… One day passed…

Then today… still cold… our words are cold… better not to talk to her for some time… And also it seems like my access to this PC has started to become an illegal thing… She is starting to forbid my usage on this computer… Guess that this blog will be left like this for some time… (sad…) Thinking of blogging at cyber cafe… But what for?… Hey… what about my FF? Seems like gotta make an suffering sacrifice… But nevermind, since I have made up to the quest of finding Tonberry… Need to defeat 20 Tonberries… So.. just leave it after SPM…

Today, the financial report still can’t be printed… Gargghhh!!!!

SPM… Come and take me away…

Today’s mood…. I don’t wish to say….. Really want to bang my head hard on the keyboard… or sing many songs….(e.g. Take Me Away)

Battlecontrol offline… Battlecontrol terminated…

Since the random music system has been removed, I’ll have to do it myself… Hope you all will like it..

Time is something I cannot capture using my hand… It flies away thus… Another weekend wasted… Guilty… Moral still haven’t touch yet… Kimia too… Die…

Today I did a small blood test… at my mother’s school.. as my mother is crazy of free stuffs and sweet takes… So she woke me up this morning at 8… It’s boring waiting at there… about half an hour later, it’s my turn… I did the blood pressure reading first… DBH… I got a reading of 110/80 mm Hg… meaning what? She said normal… but I don’t think so.. better do a research myself… Then the cholestrol and sugar level tests…

Quite surprised when coming to know that we can bleed easily… The nurse use some device and poke a hole on my middle finger… No pain… (Even the pain cause by the grabbing of the nurse is much more painful) But the blood did come out… Although not like a waterfall, I am still amazed… Then after dropping my blood on a … paper… She inserted it into the machine… No problem for sugar level, which means no signs for diabetes mellitus. Then the stupid cholestrol machine… I waited 3 minutes for the reading to come out.. and the result is just two alphabet – LO… Then the nurse said “Too low lah the cholestrol, cannot measure… Why not we do one more time?” And then I hand in my middle finger, thinking that she will need to poke it again… But surprisingly, she just squeezed my finger and the blood comes out again… WALAU!!! I bleed so easily one ahh?? After rubbing for three minutes still can bleed ahh?? Hmm… Whatever lah.. and the result still remains… Thanks god…

And now… I read nothing… Preparing to die… Hahaha…..(HF’s voice)

What the h*** is happening to me???… My hormone seems to be abnormal today, got some kind of mentally disordered… Then the bus… Horribly-terribly-extremely crowded… Plus the two-person’s-place-consuming bus conductor… Still like others, telling people to go backwards… Then I heard a F6 fellow said that the bus conductor had elready occupied two persons’ place… And the nightmare is, I had to help KP to carry his books, two thick books…. Well, I should help him since he is holding 3 heavy-looking books, and also he is my senior, but guess what? He threw two of those books to me… And it is worse when I had no place to sit… Finally after ten minutes, I cannot tahan anymore (having his two books on my arm, plus my own file… imagine lah… like an stupid idiot from F5 trying to read F6′s books… I got this feeling when one of those F6 guys looked at me with a not-so-friendly way) and then of course, I threw back one of the books back to him. As a result, my arms are finished… Cannot do anymore things after that other than letting it empty, even having my lunch is a problem…

This week the tuition centre started their intensive revising program… Signifying SPM is drawing nearer… And of course, more people are in PTK… And then the worst part is, I got no place to sit when it is my book keeping class… I have to choose the last row…. Sigh…

FF8, I got addicted…. Even if SPM is here… I’m insane… Tomorrow it’s the monthly test, don’t know how to die this time… to die straight or across??