Monthly Archive for October, 2005

Tell me… how can I be positive for this… No more 1 month long holiday… Just gotten a 50% discount from JPA… #@$#@%#^#%^$@#$@%#$&%.. I want to get my license… People already booked all the flight tickets… Pity them…

Well, this should be suitable to describe all the people here at KUTPM… (Err… I mean all the JPA scholars… Wahahahahaha…) What I meant is not only their academic performance, but haiyah… Dunno how to describe… It’s horrible, tat’s all… Really missed my dear old friends in CH… Even with ### also the friendship is not as fake as here… I really hate to say this but sadly enough this is a reality… People here are not trustworthy… They all possess extreme abilities that will throw you behind, academically or socially… Funny enough, I also don’t know what I am talking about now… Losing words… Wahahahahaha… It’s too complex to describe in words…. Okay, another phrase for easy description, REALITY IS LIKE THAT…

There are some people here… Haih…. Questioned something that will hurt many people here… “Why izzit there are non-straight-A1′s scholars to get JPA while all my straight-A1′s scholars friends can’t get it? You all don’t deserve it…” Harsh… But it’s real enough to be told by a friend of mine (maybe still not yet a friend) after he read someone’s blog… Don’t know whether the person who questioned that thing still have that kind of feeling now, but it’s really… horrible… you know… And the more horrible thing is… I am still staying with him… Hei… He do really good at hiding things… Better don’t get near him so often… Oh yeah, and last night… Hahaha…. I do mentioned something rather sensitive to MY… OKOK nvm… Nothing…

Bah… Enough of this… If he still insists with that idea, I would really like to stand up and tell him loudly and proudly, “I STILL CAN GET JPA AH, U BLOW AH?”… Wakakakakakakaka… See? It’s reality… I still remember the words from Mdm Tor and Mr Chew from matric (They are both great Bio teacher at matric, although I nvr had a lesson with them before ), they told me that a person will have a new perspective of view towards this world when we reach certain stage… Although they never tell me what’s the perspective they are mentioning, but I can now feel it… That perspective is to be MATERIALISTIC… Sadly enough, it’s true… Therefore I must hold tight of this opportunity to get a place for myself in the world… I must not lose my place to other people… I must… win… Wahahahahaha? See through me liao leh? I am materialstic liao… Wahahahahahahahaha… I am glad that I made those people feel sad because their straight A1s friends couldn’t get JPA… Wahahahahahahaha… And I am glad also because I didn’t let go my chance… WAhahahahaha… I am evil…

OKOK… Enough of this stupid talk… Exam is coming and I will lose my place if I don’t study… Till that time, they will win, and that’s never going to happen… Wahahahahahaha…

Better see through people first before letting people see through me – The first law of being materialistic… Wahahahahaha… Hence, sorry my fren, I still cannot reveal my blog address to you all… If not, I’ll be like Harry’s parents, after trusting someone who whouldn’t be trusted… Hahaha…