Kept on breaking promises to keep this blog alive… Reality beats me… Second year is just too… rough…
Anyway even though it’s rough, IT’S OVER!!!! But still it’s not a happy ending, there’re so many other feelings mixed together at this time, which I think the resulting mood is kinda depressed…
Anyhow I wonder why I didn’t blog when my mood is much more simpler, but I choose to blog at this kind of f***ed up mood, hmm… weirdo…
Shall I split and analyse my feelings now?
- Happy because of finishing the ever-torturing 2nd year BDS. Not to mention escaping the dreadful claws of the b*i*t*c*h and perhaps T-Rex also
- Happy also because I’m going back to my beloved home and eat my beloved food
- Weird feeling – Anyhow this exam doesn’t happen in the way that I expect (not in a concrete sense, I meant it more abstractly), I don’t know how to explain, but I just feel that this time the exam is really different from the first year
- Anxious – Some pretty dangerous mission I have to carry with me… Which might result in total destruction of my holiday mood, some old time friendship as well as everyone’s money, or maybe the total opposite… Determined in the airport of Chennai, India… No, I’m not smuggling drugs, maybe I’ll tell when everything is over… Just pray for me that I’ll pass through the Chennai airport without much hinder… *Fingers and all parts of my body crossed…
- Feeling of future-boredom – because I chose to travel with AirIndia Express with Akmal only, while others stick to MAS… Argh… Hopefully the time I will be spending with him will be alright…
- Some kind of WTF-the-holiday-is-so-short-and-I-am-already-seeing-the-day-I-leave-Malaysia-already feeling. LOL.
- No feeling – for the examination results. Mostly due to the weird feeling I have for this time’s exam. Can pass enough already… Really…
- Feeling old, sad, lonely – the 2nd batch (the most friendly batch as they are in the same academic year as us) are finally… leaving this place for good… Old, as in we are now really the oldest batch in Salem… and will be for another 3 more years (Awhh…)… Sad, as they are really the closest batch we have over here… Lonely, as there will be no more people other than us in the battleship, unlike for the pass 2 years…
- Oh no… I’m getting emo-ed… Gawd, I’ll surely miss you guys… You guys brought a lot of things into my life… One of the most important thing will be DOTA… Sigh, since the departure of the 1st batch, the DOTA “wind” is already weaker over here… And now without Popo? I think it’ll crumble to nothingness soon… Sigh…
- Time flies…
- And I hope it will fly faster… I really look forward in seeing you guys again… Perhaps sometime, someday, somewhere… Just don’t forget my fatass look…
That’s the analysis of my currently f***ed up mood… Sigh.. I really think that religion is a good thing to have now… I’m so… fucked up…
Anyhow, let me announce that
*** this should be the end of my fucked up second year life ***
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